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Atheist Lesbian Ex-Muslim.

Experiences and troughs of someone growing up in a traditional Muslim family and experiencing institutional and cultural sexual harassment and abuse on account of her gender and sexuality

gender, religion, equality, human rights, LGBT

If you continue reading until the end, you will get a dessert; a delicious one.

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This is our world.





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And this is my story [in our world]:


If your mental age[a][b][c] is -18/ minus 18, I will shout in your face: “get out of here!” and I mean here about someone who judges peoples’s ideologies [arrogantly and ignorantly] only for having different perspectives [which kids don’t attack them the way Muslims do]. In plain words: MUSLIMS ARE KICKED OUT OF HERE! You can call me an ISlamophobic btw :).

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How to destroy ISlam [in the 21st century]? (Red coloured except of “destroy ISlam”; “destroyed ISlam” is hyperlinked btw for those who suffer from colour blindness, and here’s about colour blindness if you never heard it about it:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Color_blindness this link is also coloured with hyperlinked blue colour).

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Intro:

This [file] has been written by me [aka Jessica- a lesbian ex-Muslim]; [the writing process] had lasted from 25/08/2020, until 06/09/2020.

Please take into considerations the following: though this file is [already] done, the owner still edits it WHEN SOMETHING MUST BE EDITED; moreover, the reader [of this file] MIGHT ADD A COMMENT AS A SUGGESTION FOR IMPROVEMENT [and any suggestion is more than welcomed], SO PLEASE SAVE THE LINK, AND ENJOY EXPOSING REALITY OF [THE MOST PEACEFUL] RELIGION IN THE WORLD [AKA ISlam] BY AN EX-MUSLIM WHO HAS EXPERIENCED HER LIFE WITH ISlam SUPREMACY!

Further, this [file] is divided into 4 parts since it is a long [written] one.

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Let’s/ let us begin with the 1st one:

Part 1:

Hello everyone. I survived 6 attempts of suicide [using different methods for sure] after realising that I have one life to live, and no afterlife exists. I’ve asked my lesbian ex-Muslim peer to use her account because I don’t wanna my account to be known; so, she has copied my topic, and added it over here into her own Google Docs using an anonymous account of hers. I have a pseudonym aka Jessica [for the sake of safety, and covering my REAL identity, so I’m not endangered or threatened by monsters [aka religious cult of ISlam]]. I was born in Apr 1999. I believe there is no god yes. I believe [that] I’m a [single] lesbian since I get attracted to women’s bodies, and turn on when I hear a woman’s voice [and women’s related in general], especially those soft ones, and I like to cuddle myself [as a single lesbian [who cannot ask for a romantic relationship with another lebian [as a result of not being left alone by my MUSLIM Family who is used to talk about ISlam, traditions [in their daily lives events], and try to be modernised ONLY BY BEING MATERILISTIC AND SOMETIMES THEY LISTEN TO US [AS THEIR KIDS] ONLY IF THE TOPIC IS ACCEPTABLE TO BE MENTIONED IN THE FAMILY; FYI: THOUGH ISlam IS AN EASTERN MINDSET, WESTERN MUSLIMS BELIEVE [THAT] THEY BELIEVE IN THIS EASTERN CULT [OR LET’S SAY INSTEAD OF “CULT” “POLITICAL PROPAGANDA” SINCE IT IS ABOUT LAWS MORE THAN IT IS A LIFESTYLE]]]]. My interests [as a human ;) ]: I love art [to dance, to draw, to sing [and to play instruments: my dad has brought for my sisters and I lately a hand roll up piano; this doesn’t mean they are leaving ISlam, but, MUSLIMS want to prove to the world two things [though their fucking strict cult’s existence]: first things first, that they are modernised [and not living in the 9th century like we ex-Muslims realise them [as our families or such]], and last things last, that they don’t prevent their kids from enjoying life IN THE SENSE OF WHAT IS SIMPLE (“SIMPLE” HERE MEANS WHAT DOES NOT MESS THEIR LIVES AS MUSLIMS, SO OTHER PEOPLE THINK [THAT] FINALLY ISlam IS DESTROYED BY MUSLIMS (i.e. they use WESTERN implements THOUGH THEY THINK [THAT] WESTERN COUNTRIES ARE FIGHTING ISlam; thus, MUSLIMS believe EVERYONE MUST BELIEVE (AS KNOWN ALSO “NON-BELIEVERS” LIKE EACH NON-MUSLIM INDIVIDUAL [WHICH] MUSLIMS CALL )) THOUGH THEY USE WESTERN IMPLEMENTS [E.G. LAPTOPS FOR UNIVERSITIES TEACHING AS STUDENTS OR LECTURERS] AND MUSLIMS THEMSELVES MENTION [THAT] THE WESTERN COUNTRIES HATE ISlam BY FIGHTING IT [THOUGH THE WESTERN COUNTRIES THEMSELVES TRADE THESE IMPLEMENTS WITH MUSLIMS; SO, IT MEANS THAT THE WESTERN COUNTRIES SHOW SUPPORT TO THE MUSLIM COMMUNITIES; IF IT WEREN’T [MUSLIMS] USING SUCH WESTERN IMPLEMENTS [AND EASTERN- NON MUSLIM ONES UNLESS SOMEONE OF THEM CREATES SOMETHING NEW THOUGH IT IS RARE TO A MUSLIM TO THINK LIKE THIS ONE]] THEY WOULD LIVE WORST THAN ANIMALS WHICH DWELL AND RESIDE IN THE FOREST IF YOU ASK ME; WHY? SIMPLE! WHO WILL PREACH FOR MUSLIMS EXPLAINING [THAT] THE WESTERN COUNTRIES ARE FIGHTING ISlam, AND HOW WOULD MUSLIMS REACT TO, IF THEY ARE ISOLATED IN THEIR MOSQUES?)]- Muslims disagree with me, well, some [of] in this respect: check the hyperlinked words [about the part where I’ve mentioned [that] I love art in this paragraph]!] and science (but Muslims don’t lol unless described in this file- we as ex-Muslims know [that] some of [the] ancient Muslims Scholars (of sciences - not theologists) were executed, and some [were] thrown [in the ancient periodic eras of ISlam] of accusation of apostasy and such).

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As you see [oh dear reader], I’ve hyperlinked RELATED links in some ambiguous sentences; I’ve enabled commenting feature FOR THOSE WHO ARE INTERESTED TO ADD A SUGGESTION FOR IMPROVEMENT; THUS, ANY SUGGESTION IS MORE THAN APPRECIATED [AT LEAST FOR ME AS A HUMAN BEFORE BEING AN EX-MUSLIM] TO IMPROVE MY DOCS’ FILE FOR THE AUDIENCE IN ORDER TO READ IT WITHOUT FEELING OR SEEING THE CHAOS IN THIS FILE.


In the picture: [the medical doctor: Dr. Zakir Naik- if you ask me [why I’ve added him here, I’ll answer you: he is one of the most dangerous enemies for us ex-Muslims [well, not all ex-Muslims aren’t apostates, but, in general, I’ve added a hyperlinked context about apostasy in the ISlamic Mindset of this savage and barbaric religion]]]. I’ve added his context here to say: I was [mentally] brainwashed by him when I was a teenager; that time almost when I was 15 mostly I began questioning ISlam because of the way he and other Muslims preach, so I decided to read the Quran before I turn to 18, and guess what? Quran [aka the holy book of ISlam] is full of hate (btw, I’ve specified a whole section provided with links in this respect).

#StayAwayFromISlam #IfWeAreSilencedDoesntMeanWeDontExist #AwesomeWithoutAllah #IAmAnExMuslim #ExMuslim

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Body:

Ready? Steady? Go!

3...

2..

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Action!

Yes; go ahead:


Hold on!

1st things first, I promise you [dear] reader, if you specify around one hour of your life reading this story of Jessica, you will find some additional links of ex-Muslims (including a famous singer’s story; did you hear about One Direction btw?) of one of the last paragraphs supported with links, so you know that ex-Muslims exist, but, unluckily, and fuckingly kids [and adults] in Muslim Families are never left alone (by whom?) by older people, so you might find many Muslims who have a multiple symptoms of some psychological disorders as a result of the impact of strict religious mindset. Check the following links in the respect of ISlam and Psychological Disorders (well, I’m not a Psychologist in order to elaborate deeply in details in this context, but, I am convinced, and persuaded [that] ISlam causes such cases):


1. researchgate.net/publication/232470992_Al-Junun_Mental_illness_in_the_Islamic_world

this link contains an abstract briefly about “madness” in ISlam [aka Al-Junūn].

2. https://www.cambridge.org/core/journals/the-psychiatrist/article/jinn-and-mental-health-looking-at-jinn-possession-in-modern-psychiatric-practice/0012DFF288FA8958C7A52CAB2F29B679/core-reader

Jinn and mental health: looking at jinn possession in modern psychiatric practice; in the respect of “Jinn” (“demon” in English Language), I suggest you to check this:

* https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jinn


Last things last [in the matter], let’s dig in:

Before digging in, I suggest you dear reader [to] save this link, SO YOU HAVE YOUR TIME READING THIS FILE; THUS, YOU NEVER LOSE YOURSELF BETWEEN THE LINES, AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS UNLESS YOU ARE INTERESTED IN THE ISSUE OF EX-MUSLIMS.

#IfWeAreSilencedDoesntMeanWeDontExist

And one more request after your permission, I’d like to illustrate two [two] links of Wikipedia [which] represent the issue of Ex-Muslims via displaying a list of former Muslims, and another list of Ex-Muslims Organisations.

Well, we cannot [destroy ISlam in a night within 24 hours UNLESS IT HAPPENS GRADUALLY]; but [at least] let's think together what makes their societies last forever [in the respect of daily lifestyle BASICALLY] which is the CORE topic in this file.


* Note:

The phrase/ expression [which is used in this file] which is illustrated as: "are raised" means kids [OF BOTH GENDERS: FEMALE, AND MALE] are raised by the WHOLE FULL FAMILY TO DO SOMETHING AS IT WILL BE EXEMPLIFIED, NOT ONLY BY PARENTS (CRAP; "I KNEW YOU WERE [IN] TROUBLE" :( ); btw, Muslims refuse to acknowledge LGBT as a reality.


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Why are Muslim [especially, Arab] Women, especially Eastern Muslims, oppressed and threatened of honour killing, accuse, and so on?

Pre-Answering:

Gender Roles in ISlam.

Answer- depending on my experience as an Ex-Muslim [who lives with Muslims and socialise with them pretending to be a Muslim for the sake of surviving]:

The Eastern Man [I’m talking about the Muslim One] has the suggestion as a political propaganda in the house (or village, or city...) [in the sense of daily events of socialising], and his kids know all too well they are in the 21st century (so you might find some Muslim Kids are anti this Muslim Lifestyle, but, they cannot object since parents have the supremacy according to the hyperlinked Koranic/ Quranic Verse- 17:23 - also rejecting

Atheist Lesbian Ex-Muslim.
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Tags Gender, Religion, Equality, Human rights, LGBT
Type Google Doc
Published 24/10/2020, 15:26:22

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